As winter arrives, my body has become terribly cold. I was originally a person with a lot of body heat. My wife loved that my hands and feet were so warm when we were together, and I used to worry and struggle in the summer, thinking, ‘How am I going to survive this heat?’ Even … 더 읽기
At first, I began to express my feelings through writing. Even now, writing is, of course, important to me. When I was hospitalized, I couldn’t do anything. I just slept after undergoing several surgeries. My body was sick, so I couldn’t do anything, but the good thing was that my mind kept working. I organized … 더 읽기
When I was a child, the public bath felt hot and difficult. But after playing soccer, going to the public bath felt so relaxing. As I became an adult and lived on my own, the public bath became my own personal space of comfort. Especially when I worked at a company, I loved the time … 더 읽기
As autumn arrives, I’m worried that my body will feel the cold. I know something is different with me. I don’t know why, but my body has suddenly started to get cold easily. I used to be a person who was very warm and felt the heat a lot. I was used to sweating profusely … 더 읽기
I was quite a good cyclist once. It was when I worked at a company near Sinsa Station, and I would ride my bike from home to work. It was about a 45-minute ride, which was perfect. So I would get ready a little earlier than others, stop by a gym near the office to … 더 읽기
Autumn is here now. I continue to study, exercise with my dad, and live a life of repeating study and exercise every day. The biggest change is that I now go to the hospital twice a week instead of three. I suppose that means my body is getting a little better. I had a really … 더 읽기
I truly never expected this situation. I was so angry. I wanted to curse, and I felt sorry for myself. But in the end, I couldn’t shake the thought that it was all my fault, due to my lifestyle. I thought I had also created the cancer myself and that it was because I hadn’t … 더 읽기
I will study again tomorrow. I am truly grateful to my father for helping me so much. I feel that studying allows me to think a little more clearly. However, deep down, I feel that even with this studying, I won’t be able to work as I did before anytime soon. My body is getting … 더 읽기
My life has truly changed so much. I used to meet friends every day, chat over coffee with people, and enjoy drinks in the evening. Work was almost my life, and eating, drinking, and having coffee with my colleagues was more common than meeting friends. I lived a bustling life surrounded by people, but after … 더 읽기
“I must die. I should commit suicide.” During my hardest times, this was the only thought that dominated my mind. I couldn’t think of anything else. People told me, “Think of your mom,” “Think of your dad,” “Think of your wife,” “Think of your sons,” but my mind at that time couldn’t accept any of … 더 읽기