As winter arrives, my body has become terribly cold. I was originally a person with a lot of body heat. My wife loved that my hands and feet were so warm when we were together, and I used to worry and struggle in the summer, thinking, ‘How am I going to survive this heat?’ Even … 더 읽기
At first, I began to express my feelings through writing. Even now, writing is, of course, important to me. When I was hospitalized, I couldn’t do anything. I just slept after undergoing several surgeries. My body was sick, so I couldn’t do anything, but the good thing was that my mind kept working. I organized … 더 읽기
When I was a child, the public bath felt hot and difficult. But after playing soccer, going to the public bath felt so relaxing. As I became an adult and lived on my own, the public bath became my own personal space of comfort. Especially when I worked at a company, I loved the time … 더 읽기
As autumn arrives, I’m worried that my body will feel the cold. I know something is different with me. I don’t know why, but my body has suddenly started to get cold easily. I used to be a person who was very warm and felt the heat a lot. I was used to sweating profusely … 더 읽기
I was quite a good cyclist once. It was when I worked at a company near Sinsa Station, and I would ride my bike from home to work. It was about a 45-minute ride, which was perfect. So I would get ready a little earlier than others, stop by a gym near the office to … 더 읽기
I had been thinking about moving for five years. I liked our neighborhood, but we planned to live there for five years and then move. At the time, I was an elementary school teacher, so I planned to move after five years. We had a great time there. Our apartment was on a higher floor, … 더 읽기
I sometimes eat jjajangmyeon and sometimes jjamppong. Still, I always contemplate, ‘Should I eat jjajangmyeon or jjamppong?’, and in the end, I usually choose jjajangmyeon. It would be great if they would give me a little jjamppong broth with my jjajangmyeon, but they usually don’t. While they might give it if I asked, it feels … 더 읽기
Autumn is here now. I continue to study, exercise with my dad, and live a life of repeating study and exercise every day. The biggest change is that I now go to the hospital twice a week instead of three. I suppose that means my body is getting a little better. I had a really … 더 읽기
I truly never expected this situation. I was so angry. I wanted to curse, and I felt sorry for myself. But in the end, I couldn’t shake the thought that it was all my fault, due to my lifestyle. I thought I had also created the cancer myself and that it was because I hadn’t … 더 읽기
I will study again tomorrow. I am truly grateful to my father for helping me so much. I feel that studying allows me to think a little more clearly. However, deep down, I feel that even with this studying, I won’t be able to work as I did before anytime soon. My body is getting … 더 읽기