Chapter 23: A Confession in Recovery – “An Inconvenient Daily Life, Yet Precious Connections Continue”


While I’m home, people often contact me. I could go meet them, but then my wife would have to come along. I think it’s something I can do on my own, but my parents come to watch, or my wife has to record my condition and stay by my side. I believe I can manage by myself, but I realize that’s not the reality. Even lifting a coffee cup isn’t easy; I could spill it if I’m not careful. It’s strange. I can’t believe even such a simple action doesn’t work properly. It’s absurd.

I’ve gone to meet people a few times. My wife always sat by my side, waiting. Of course, I couldn’t have a proper conversation with people. It was that difficult. Still, I feel grateful when people visit and talk to me, and express their relief and concern. However, I still can’t fully accept my own condition. I vaguely sense that even harder trials await me from now on. Every single day will be a tough fight. There will be many times when thoughts of wanting to die will overwhelm me. I know these difficult moments are coming, but I still don’t know their depth.

When people visit to say hello, when friends express their relief, and especially when they offer money, I’m truly grateful. On the other hand, I also think, “Why should I receive this money?” or “I’m not dead, so why are they giving me money?” I’m thankful, but I strongly wish I could return it. However, my wife told me to accept it with an open heart, considering the great pain I’ve endured and the feelings of our family.

It’s good to see that people are consistently reaching out, even if just a little. The warm hearts of those who haven’t forgotten me and come to visit are a great comfort. They are becoming the driving force that allows me to endure this difficult time.

네, 알겠습니다. 사용자님의 요청을 정확히 이해했습니다. 두 이미지에서 제공된 총 30개의 단어를 한국어와 영어로 각각 1번부터 순서대로 이어서, 각 단어를 10번씩 반복하여 제공해 드리겠습니다. ‘Set’ 구분은 더 이상 사용하지 않습니다.


✅ Simple, Repetitive Word Practice – Speech Support (English)

  1. Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt Yogurt
  2. Ball Ball Ball Ball Ball Ball Ball Ball Ball Ball
  3. Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry Strawberry
  4. Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin
  5. Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat
  6. Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit
  7. Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle Motorcycle
  8. Pot Pot Pot Pot Pot Pot Pot Pot Pot Pot
  9. Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle Sickle
  10. Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish
  11. Flower Flower Flower Flower Flower Flower Flower Flower Flower Flower
  12. Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator Alligator
  13. Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon
  14. Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling Dumpling
  15. Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby
  16. Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming Swimming
  17. Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen Ramen
  18. Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb Hair comb
  19. Bank Bank Bank Bank Bank Bank Bank Bank Bank Bank
  20. Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel Wheel
  21. Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus Cactus
  22. Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot Carrot
  23. Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank Piggy bank
  24. Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet Magnet
  25. Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon
  26. Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin
  27. Camel Camel Camel Camel Camel Camel Camel Camel Camel Camel
  28. Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender
  29. Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi Taxi
  30. Bed Bed Bed Bed Bed Bed Bed Bed Bed Bed

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