{"id":532,"date":"2025-08-23T17:59:14","date_gmt":"2025-08-23T09:59:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/?p=532"},"modified":"2025-08-23T17:59:55","modified_gmt":"2025-08-23T09:59:55","slug":"chapter-55-a-confession-in-recovery-worrying-little-by-little-as-autumn-arrives","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/?p=532","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 55: A Confession in Recovery &#8211; Worrying Little by Little as Autumn Arrives"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">As autumn arrives, I&#8217;m worried that my body will feel the cold. I know something is different with me. I don&#8217;t know why, but my body has suddenly started to get cold easily. I used to be a person who was very warm and felt the heat a lot. I was used to sweating profusely even in the middle of summer and had to shower frequently every day. I couldn&#8217;t sleep comfortably unless I showered at least once in the morning and once before bed. I&#8217;m a bit older now, so it&#8217;s not as bad, but when I was a young man, my body was so warm that I had to shower several times a day. But now, my body is cold. I get a chill easily even from air conditioning, and at night, I have to cover myself with several blankets. I don&#8217;t know why I feel cold. It&#8217;s already autumn, a good and beautiful season, but sometimes I worry with an anxious heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">My body has been cold since I was in the hospital. Back then, I thought, &#8216;It&#8217;s a temporary thing,&#8217; or &#8216;I&#8217;ll be okay as my body gets better little by little.&#8217; I was discharged from the hospital, went through spring and a hot summer, and my body was still cold. And now that autumn is here, my worries are deepening. I keep reassuring myself, &#8216;If my body gets a little better, everything will go back to normal,&#8217; but I&#8217;m increasingly worried that winter might come and I&#8217;ll keep shivering from the cold. Beyond just feeling cold, a fear washes over me that this might be a sign that I&#8217;m not going to recover. Even with this one small change, I am once again realizing that my body is not what it used to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\u2705 Simple, Repetitive Word Practice \u2013 Speech Support (English)<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<ol start=\"1\" class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Crow Crow Crow Crow Crow Crow Crow Crow Crow Crow<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Whale Whale Whale Whale Whale Whale Whale Whale Whale Whale<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat Cat<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper Chili pepper<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog Hedgehog<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm Earthworm<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Glove Glove Glove Glove Glove Glove Glove Glove Glove Glove<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Rose Rose Rose Rose Rose Rose Rose Rose Rose Rose<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Tire Tire Tire Tire Tire Tire Tire Tire Tire Tire<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon Watermelon<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus Octopus<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Grape Grape Grape Grape Grape Grape Grape Grape Grape Grape<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Train Train Train Train Train Train Train Train Train Train<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender Blender<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board Cutting board<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As autumn arrives, I&#8217;m worried that my body will feel the cold. I know something is different with me. I don&#8217;t know why, but my body has suddenly started to get cold easily. I used to be a person who was very warm and felt the heat a lot. 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