Autumn is here now. I continue to study, exercise with my dad, and live a life of repeating study and exercise every day. The biggest change is that I now go to the hospital twice a week instead of three. I suppose that means my body is getting a little better. I had a really hard time, my dad had a hard time, and the many people who helped me also went through a difficult time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At first, my children and wife would say they were so relieved and happy just that I was alive. But as time goes on, I feel like I am becoming more of a burden to my family. My son seems to feel that Dad is no longer a helpful person, and he seems frustrated with me because he can’t understand what I say well. My wife also helps me, but I feel that it’s becoming too much and uncomfortable for her to take care of me on top of all the other things she has to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There’s a saying, “three years of filial piety<\/strong>.” That’s right. There was that saying, but now even one year feels like a truly difficult time. In today’s world, a year feels so arduous. I also saw someone at the hospital. He worked and studied really hard for a year, but things didn’t work out for him. As a result, his relationship with his wife became difficult, and his work wasn’t going well, so it seemed he was suffering from depression. Of course, this is a natural progression, and seeing him, I too lived a life of oscillating between the hope of ‘I want to work again’ and feelings of ‘I am depressed.’<\/p>\n\n\n\n One thing that has changed from before is that when the thought of ‘I must die’ used to come up, I thought that my mom, dad, wife, and children didn’t exist. But now, I cannot bring myself to die when I think of my beloved family. Of course, words like ‘I must die’ and ‘I want to die’ do still come out. But it’s different from before, a new strength that has made me into a person who is so tired, depressed, angry, and truly helpless. Nevertheless, autumn has arrived. I have no idea what will happen to my life in the future, but time is passing by steadily. I hope my time will also get better quickly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Autumn is here now. I continue to study, exercise with my dad, and live a life of repeating study and exercise every day. The biggest change is that I now go to the hospital twice a week instead of three. I suppose that means my body is getting a little better. I had a really … \ub354 \uc77d\uae30<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[15,22,36,18,16,19,23,21,20,24,17],"class_list":["post-493","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-chapter","tag-aphasia","tag-brain-damage","tag-cancer","tag-cerebrovascular-disease","tag-hemorrhage","tag-infarct","tag-ischemic","tag-language-disorders","tag-lesion","tag-recovery","tag-storke"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/493","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=493"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/493\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":494,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/493\/revisions\/494"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=493"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=493"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=493"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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