As you read my writing, I feel I must tell you the truth, lest you think I’m doing well. Even now, speaking is incredibly difficult for me. Even as I write, forming proper sentences is a struggle. I’m writing this in the hope of clearly explaining my situation to people, to offer even a little help.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yesterday, when I met the professor at the hospital, I desperately wanted to talk about so many things. I wanted to ask in detail what would happen next and what I needed to do. But in my current state, I can’t properly express those feelings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Only meaningless sounds come out, like: “\ub1cc\ub1cc\ub418\ub878\uc624\u3153\ub808 \uc544\ub77c\ub124\ub418\ub77c\uce74\uac00 \uc544\ub77c\uc790\ub9ac\ud558\uace0 \u314f\u3141\ub098\ucf00\ud30c\uac00\ub974\ub2e4\uac00.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The only words I can manage to utter are formal sentences like, “Yes, Professor, thank you for helping me.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The professor would speak at length, saying things like: “\ub124\uc5b4\ub77c\u3163\ub418\uc624\ub77c\u3163\u3153 \uc544\ub77c\uba54\ub0b4\ub38c\ubc14 \u3134\uc544\uc5b4\u3154\ub098\u3161\u3139\ubbf8\u314f\u3134\u3147,” but the only questions I could ask were fragmented ones like, “When will my body get better?” It’s incredibly difficult to express what’s truly deep in my heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even after studying for a year and a half, I still can’t speak properly. I should have studied more. Studying now is like very young children learning Korean for the first time. I am still studying Korean again. I want to fully express what’s in my heart right now, but when it doesn’t work out, I eventually give up. As I repeatedly try to talk to people only to be frustrated and give up, naturally, the frequency of my meetings with people has decreased, and now I hardly meet anyone. Since it’s almost impossible for me to speak, I can’t convey what I want to say to others, and when they speak to me, I don’t understand, leaving both of us frustrated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Living like this, everyone around me is now disappearing. After a year and a half, almost everyone has left my side. Only my family remains. But I am so incredibly grateful just to have my family by my side. The ability for my family to endure this difficult time largely comes down to the power of money<\/strong>. If we didn’t have money, if we were even a little financially strained, it would have been difficult to receive my family’s help as I do now, and I wouldn’t have been able to do anything. I am truly grateful to my family who are helping me like this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am still studying, but I am still very much lacking. However, I want to help other injured people who read my writings online, even if it’s just a little. That is why I am writing these difficult words even now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n If there are people like me who have lost hope and want to die, this is what I want to tell them: It’s hard, but I keep writing because I want to live more, and I want to help others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The reason I’m writing this today is because I met the professor yesterday and heard that “my body has improved.” I wanted to tell you my true feelings from the beginning, in case I appeared as though I had completely recovered. I still have a long way to go, and there will be many more moments of frustration.<\/p>\n\n\n\n As you read my writing, I feel I must tell you the truth, lest you think I’m doing well. Even now, speaking is incredibly difficult for me. Even as I write, forming proper sentences is a struggle. I’m writing this in the hope of clearly explaining my situation to people, to offer even a little … \ub354 \uc77d\uae30<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[15,22,18,16,19,23,21,20,24,17],"class_list":["post-205","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-chapter","tag-aphasia","tag-brain-damage","tag-cerebrovascular-disease","tag-hemorrhage","tag-infarct","tag-ischemic","tag-language-disorders","tag-lesion","tag-recovery","tag-storke"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/205","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=205"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/205\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":425,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/205\/revisions\/425"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=205"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=205"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ownslp.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=205"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}Why I Write<\/h3>\n\n\n\n
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