On December 21, 2023, my time in the hospital began.Although it’s not completely over yet,today, on June 13, 2025, I was told to finish my final study session. There’s still more I need to learn,but now I’m told to study while working.There are many things I still need to study on my own,but people tell … 더 읽기
I was waiting to take a shower.But suddenly, I thought: “I don’t even know what I’ve been thinking all this time.”So I asked my wife,“How did I shower during that time?” She told me,in the beginning, I couldn’t wash myself.She had to help me wash my body—even help when I used the toilet. Hearing that … 더 읽기
I’m sitting in the sunlight with my wife.The sunlight is warm.The sunlight is beautiful.I feel calm because I’m with my wife.We talk, little by little.It’s been a long time since we talked.It’s good. It’s really good. Some people are watching TV.They are laughing.But I don’t find it fun.I like the sunlight more.As I sit in … 더 읽기
There’s nothing much to do in the hospital.But still, that is something to do.Every day, there is something to do. I do physical therapy.For 50 minutes, the therapists help me.I move my body.I use my legs.I use my arms.It’s hard.But I still do it. I also practice speaking.The therapist helps me.They teach me through games.Sometimes, … 더 읽기
After I met my mom and my younger sibling, I started feeling a little better.People sometimes call me, and some come to visit me at the hospital.When I talk with people from the past,memories I had forgotten—or never even expected—start to come back, one by one. Watching people live their daily lives feels strange to … 더 읽기
Today, I suddenly opened my eyes—and my wife was home.I was surprised, but also truly happy. I’ve also had moments where I talked with my dad,and the therapists at the hospital have been helping me a lot. I’m still hospitalized,but I believe I’ll get better soon.Today, I had a nice moment with my wife,sharing a … 더 읽기
Even now, I feel happy and grateful when I meet people.But sometimes, I wonder—are they curious about how I really am?The last moment I remember clearly was this:I felt very cold and thought, “I need to take a shower.”I also thought, “I should tell my son that I have a headache.” But after that thought—there … 더 읽기
Now I can finally see.People tell me this place is a hospital.“…Wait, why am I hurt? Is this… heaven?”For the first few days, those thoughts kept going around in my head.I started to think, “Maybe I’m still a person.” Sometimes people come and greet me.They say, “It’s a relief,”Some even hand me money and say … 더 읽기